A learning exp - sharing
c0mments!
Never felt so low in my life before.
Just for one fcking word ppl start gossiping behind me. It just felt like the worst sharing I've ever done. I understand that it might not be the best word to use, however it is true if you think it in a way. Its the third time we are recruiting this bunch of suckers and they get tired of listening to us. so for the 3rd time u decided to pass it to us... giving an excuse for being old and not being able to communicate with them.
When we finished in front of us say that the sharing was a good attempt and a good job done, behind us start gossiping and making large our mistakes. Hey we are humans too. we make mistakes... however, the difference is that we are brave enough to take up this time consuming and great challenge and you just have to stay behind to pin point our mistakes. No point praising us if u dont really mean it. I do not need this kind of sympathy!
I'm never going to do this again. this will be the last fail sharing. I've always been a person who does things with a purpose in mind. for this case, I have achieved no purpose hence i do not find a need to do it the next time.
In any case it is over. I'm doing my best to forget abt it, yet it keeps coming back into my mind. This has been a costly mistake and it has left a bad impression on everyone's minds. This first thing I did after stepping into the house was to vent my anger on my bro, who was suppose to be listening to my sharing and instead was talking to his friends during that time.
It has been a long and tiring day and week for me. Maybe I'm just feeling a little grumpy. hope it gets by me tmr so that i can concentrate on the scrimmage. =/
Written M3mories @
12:09 AM
