You are not alone.
c0mments!
Just heard the song at his concert on teevee. It was just AWESOMENESS.
I now realize... that I am not alone... in Poly, frisbee, AKLTG and in church.
I now realize... that there are close friends beside me ready to listen to my probs and support me in my decision.
For the first time. I let out my real feelings of my lonely secondary school life. Poured it all out to my "mummy" and "Jie Jie". Although thinking back at those memories I would shed a tear, my heart felt great. It was the first time i made such close school friends =')
For those that helped me in anyway. I promise I will return back double of it =)
At the same time. I discovered a deeper side of 2 friends; "mummy Jo" and train buddy Tania.
When Tania shared her hard times with her school and relationship with me, I saw her tear on the train once she started thinking abt it. I could see that she was really troubled that time to the verge of crying only where no one can see her. I hope to be there the next time she needs a shoulder to lean on and to share the burden of her troubles.
Mummy Jo's house was the first house i slept in other than Godbro's and my house! Htht-ed with her last night and for the first time... shared my sec school life with her. =') haha... its a really interesting exp.
The first time i saw her, I thought she was quite fierce. However, when I got the chance to talk to her, I realized she was a really cheerful, playful, cheeky and fun person to be with. =D I still have a little fear of her and Fuji Jie.... maybe its cause of age and personality. =/
That night when i was in her house, i admit i was feeling shocked when she was so enthu to camwhore and quickly squeezed beside me. After a few secs, the shocked feeling of her leaning onto me changed to feeling relieved, then a friendly warm =D I felt quite dumb and clueless as I was quite noob in those 5-6 lian pai. lol It is my first time being in such close contact with a friend and of course first time camwhoring. It is also my first time wrestling on the floor(hockey pitch) with friends. haha... omg they are so strong!! I better start learning some self defense cool moves to counter them ^^.
Well, There's a first time for everything! and for this month, its many things =D
Written M3mories @
11:12 PM
